New Year Coloful Party Ballons

things we've done!

think of this as a . . . really bad spotify wrapped of sorts

  • watched about 35? 40? movies together!
  • played blanc, house flipper, various roblox games, (technically) sims, and more!
  • watched over 500 tiktoks on stream, ~3000 sent to one another
  • spent over 80 hours in call! (this is the biggest underrepresentation i've ever confidently stated)
  • talked about our feelings, families, and health!
  • grown up!
  • planned our future!

    • and so much more that i cannot remember and we haven't yet done!

    gratitude corner!

    things i'm grateful for, in regards to you! (an eternal wip)

  • how you listen, even when i know i'm rambling.
  • how you're always trying to support me, even when you don't have the energy or need support yourself
  • how you love so openly, without any embarrassment or shame
  • your adding to our hating on people on discord or tiktok or wherever heh
  • your excitement for our future, our children, and our love life

    • ignore this i messed it all up!

    still figuring this one out tbh

    i'm so tired i thought i had an idea when i made this but i probably will figure it out later today

    happy birthday !!

    happy birthday !! to the world's best (you heard me, best) boyfriend!! i think i'll update this page throughout the day so it won't just be a silly paragraph, but i was too impatient to not share it with you once i woke up. you are an amazing man, and i cannot wait to spend another year with you-- matter of fact, i can't wait for a lifetime with you! thank you for making it another year, and for everything you've done thus far. i am so incredibly proud of you, and i hope you remind yourself today of how wonderful you are.

    it's so silly, how one day in 2005 made the world a little brighter. while i know life hasn't been the easiest on you, i hope to make the remainder of your days as good as they can get. after all, it's the least you deserve for being such a sweetheart! being delusional here: i hope the weather is nice today, or at least isn't downright miserable. lightning will be a good girl, and your classwork will be light! all good things to come today!!

    this page will stay up as long as the blog is up; despite it being here as a little birthday gift, i wanted you to always, always have a place where you know you're loved, appreciated, and wanted.

    I LOVE YOU SO STINKING MUCH LUCAS!!!!

    the original goal was to make these little tabs filled with either info about you, info about us, a bucket list of sorts for us, and some other things, but i was so tired working on this all night that i inevitably forgot to fill these tabs out. they'll be empty for a little bit but i'll be certain to fill them eventually, just like how our relationship will fill itself out with time.

    beep beep

    boop boop